I'm so glad to finally feel like myself again. I'm getting back into the groove at school, and finally feeling healthy and relatively normal, now I just need to get busy exercising again. It was so nice to go to Julianna's wedding last week. She and Michael looked so happy. I was so glad to be part of her special day.
It is hard to believe but its been almost 5 years since John committed suicide. I have talked with Danielle about finally going up to the Rim and maybe even going up to Colorado to spread his ashes. It is time to just do it- and really move on. I am going to invite Rachael too, but I am pretty sure she won't have any interest in going. I want to make sure we put John somewhere that he loves, and that Dani & I have a chance to really spend some time saying goodbye. It will be strange, but I think it will also be a good thing. I know I will feel better with that door closed, so I can concentrate on a new future with Peter.
I did decide on an official wedding date - Saturday June 14, 2014! I know it is going to be amazing